So you say

You say you want a real woman in your life
But when she walks through the door your spirit fights
She calls you out on the stuff that's hidden
Don't fall too quickly
You might just get smitten

A real woman can make you feel like a real man
But that would mean you want to be a real man wouldn't it?
Because a real woman doesn't want to stand around waiting for this so called "man"
To grow a pair and take action.

Real women have feelings but don't let their feelings control them
Real women don't need to manipulate any situation because she is confident with who she is regardless of the events unfolding around her.
She doesn't need approval except from one.
And that's the one above.
That's her true love.

And man, when the one above brings you your mate your love
She will love you, respect you, honor you, and be your strongest ally in this world.
But you gotta get ready.
Cuz It's not a game.
When that real woman comes
Everyone else will have looked like a game.

Soo...

This is crazy. So I've met someone new. First, always be careful what you say. Ha. I say I'll never, and God's like...uh huh...

I don't really want to talk to much about it now but I like him. I think it's freakin me out a little bit.

You know how you don't want to get excited too quickly because I know where that gets me haha but I'll keep my blog posted :)

God is funny.

Fruits of the Spirit (Part 1)

In Galations 5:22 it says, "But the fruit of the Spirit is, love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, self-control".

I've realized that the gifts God has given me are only from Him and for His purposes. And He will only entrust me with so much because of my own desire or undesire to allow the hard parts to take place.

It's easy to want to use your gifts when things are going great. But how about when you don't "feel" close to God and He still gives you an oppurtunity to help someone. Because that's what it is. Our gifts or annointings whether they be prophetic, healing, song, etc. are just that. Tools. Kind of like our spiritual job. Except...we're On-Call.

We must always be ready. I can't tell you how many times I went somewhere to get fed or just to "relax" and the Lord had a word for someone. I could have said no and made excuses, and sometimes...I do. But I have to put PERSONAL aside and do kingdom business.

I'm 23 years old and you would think that character and integrity would be something that I would have already been working on. Well, not necessarily. Living in a world where almost everyone gets away with as much as they can and does things the quick and easy way doesn't make it easy sometimes for those who want to do it the right and more times then not, the strenuous way.

I've been doing that for too long. And let me tell you something. You may think you're getting away with it now but eventually it's going to catch up with you. Believe me. I can't tell you what that would look like but it will.

And that's what I'm working on. My integrity and character. Doing the right thing even if no one is looking. Not putting up with things just because it makes people feel better. Love. True Agape Love.

Obviously, it's not going to happen overnight. This is a decision by decision project. Minute by minute. Choice by choice. Life is made up of millions of decisions made in every moment. And that's where I will begin. Moment by moment. And thank God (literally) I'm not on my own.

The Holy Spirit is my guide and this doesn't have to be a burden. It's not going to be the easiest in the beginning, but I know the outcome will be worth it. I KNOW how easily I can just pretend like I'm fine and dandy and even convince people that I'm all together...but me and God know the truth.

So today's fruit is love.
Too much to write about but I am going to say that I have recieved so much of God's love, and now it's time to give it. To everyone. :) Like the lady who feeds the birds. People so rarely have someone who loves them genuinely even if they don't know them, they are like birds, looking for any little thing they can find to fill their tummies. And God is the only answer.

So I will love. So help me God.

My Cat.

I got my cat in a time in my life where things weren't always fun. I was figuring things out and she always wanted and gave love to me. No questions asked. She never asked questions and never questioned my motives. And she wanted love. She wasn't afraid to show it. She would sit on my lap on my keyboard whatever it took to get attention and purr right back. I can respect that. She was very scared when I first got her. A friend of mine helped me. He was really allergic and we spent like 2 hours it seemed getting her just to sit in my car ha. And so she's been at my house. First inside then out because of her uncontrollable bladder... really. And now she has to find a new home. I started crying. It's sad for me. I know she's just a cat but she's been more consisten in my life then most "friends". Even when I wasn't the most consistent. I love her. I hope she finds a beautiful home. As weird as it sounds...she knew what love was about.Giving and taking. Still loving when you find out people's faults. And knowing that sometimes...just being present is all a girl needs. Bye Bella Bella. Besos.

Sighhh....

I don't know exactly why I'm writing about this but it's in my head right now and I'm on a computer so... yup.

Now more than ever. Read the Bible. Every day I see massive amounts of brainwashing type of desentisizing information and images and frankly... it's time to pull out the big guns.

"Psychics", blatent outspoken witches in government, etc. I'm not going to go into much detail because it would be more then my brain wants to function right now. But know the TRUTH. I am not here to try and convince anyone of anything. That isn't my style and that's not what God has me here to do. I'm here to love. And to be light. And as a vessel, I am taking my authority in my saviour and telling anyone who reads this...

If you think you don't follow anything and that you are anti-everything... well, you're following something. It's not possible to live and not be influenced by one side or the other. You may have never looked at it that way but it's true. Think critically for a second about it.

Now isn't the time to be luke-warm about what or who you believe. If you have questions, ask! Ask God, even ask me if you want. I can't guaruntee an amazing response from myself but I'll guaruntee you an honest one.

Every day is a blessing. Don't waste away precious moments.