Diamond waves of grace

A time has come for a time to pass
Thank God the time that's passed doesn't last
When eyes are opened
Long past due
The fresh dew awaits for the open-hearted you
The scales are off
The tentacles have withered
Your song it was quiet
But now has no filter
The murky waters of your ocean of love
Have been cleansed by the one who's love
Has come in the form of a dove
The story isn't just beginning
But it is always changing
Like those diamond waves of grace
You will always know
You are in the right place

Not worth it.

It's not worth it.
Giving in to temptation and giving the enemy a foothold in my life isn't worth it to me.
These kids need saving. They need someone who really takes what the Bible says literally and is trying her best to bring hope to the the world.
God made me special.
I am resolved.
Though storms will come and winds will blow and I may stumble.
I will get up and keep the race until the end.
Say faithful.
Because my crown is waiting for me at the end.

mini rant.

You are selfish.
The end.

The gift of popcorn

So I decided to go the movies after church tonight. I wanted to see a romantic movie and well, I got it :) And here's the funny part. I'm standing in line at the concession stand wanting some popcorn and this girl comes up to me and hands me a LARGE popcorn thing. You get a free refill and she wanted to give it to someone apparently. I wanted to start crying because the Lord knows how much I love popcorn. Something like this might not mean too much to most people but I took it as God being with me and watching out for me and even getting me something I didn't necessarily need... and in ABUNDANCE. It was nice knowing I WASN'T going to the movies alone. He knows I'm having a hard time and little things like that wake me up to remind me.

After the rainbow

Your words make be blind
Your eyes make me cry
Your breath makes me choke
Your voice makes me sigh

Everytime I see you
I get a smile
And an ache
All at once

Because we both know the truth
But you won't admit it
That one of us
Would have to change
And neither of us
Will stay the same

After the rainbow
Of pretty words
And pretty feelings
After the cotton candy
I'll be starting
From the beginning
And you'll be...
Back where you were
Wondering why didn't I see it sooner

And I'll say
I told you so