Don't be afraid...

to look in the mirror and see someone beautiful.

Friday, July 19, 2013

Amongst the other thousands of things I can't explain...

So there is this person. He literally came out of nowhere. There is so much to say but I don't even know where to begin. So I will write about how these questions keep popping up into my head and I keep wanting to run away but something keeps telling me to stay put. To wait it out. To see what happens next. Because if this thing is real, if this is something that they write books and movies about then we will definitely have an epic story and God will be the writer of it. If it is a farce then it will just be another reason why I have walls of epic proportions up and I will be justified. We are completely opposite in every way. From the way we like our peanut butter to movies we love. Even though we can agree in that department sometimes. We are totally different. But in little things we are the same. But I have to say, it's nice for a change because I'm so extreme in who I am and so is this person that it makes life quite exciting and interesting because unlike most people who I can figure out, he is like a puzzle to me. Which is escheating in some aspects and terrifying in others because I don't know what's going on in that head of his. He is more honest than I'd like him to be sometimes but that's what I've always wanted. There is so much to say but I know this is only the beginning. For once I'm starting something the right way and with someone who is actually willing to put up a fight for me. Who thinks I'm worthy of pursuing. It's so crazy and so foreign. Actually being the one a guy wants above every other girl. So I guess we shall see. Only God knows the next chapter and He's taken care of me this far so I really have to need to doubt Him now. Thank you Lord for always protecting me and bringing this person into my life. For whatever reason You brought him in. Thank You.

Until next time blogspot