Jesus really did take the wheel.

Well, to make a long story short. In the past.....2 weeks I have

1. Come to terms with feelings I've had for 2 years
2. Talked about those feelings
3. Came to find out that everyone near and dear to me weren't surprised
4. Learned how to take a real leap of faith
5. Conquered my fears
6. Got totally and utterly humbled
7. Found out more of my insecurities and how the love of God deals with them, not me.
(I'm not smart enough)
8. Started school again
9. Been vulnerable
10. Let myself be happy just for the sake of being happy.

There are so many things to say. I thought I couldn't be surprised anymore but apparently that's not true haha. And I'm glad. I like surprises, especially when they're this good. I'm sure I will divulge more information at a later date but let's just say that feeling of click click click up the rollercoaster going up and you are anticipating the free fall effect of the other side is amazing and nothing at ALL what I had expected. God really does know me better than I know myself. And boy am I glad for that.