I'm tired.

I think God is teaching me a lesson.
I'm tired of wondering
I'm tired of feeling like people only want me around when it is convenient for them.
Always looking out for others and seeing the best in them.
I guess for once, I would like if someone enjoyed my company
No matter what I gave them.

I know I can't stop seeing the best in people.
Because My Lord hasn't made me that way.
Maybe I just need to be more careful about who I let into my circle...